Spock straightened and drew in his crossed legs. When Spock received news that his elder counterpart had passed, he expected that he might have to return to New Vulcan to take up his responsibilities, he never suspected, however, that his new responsibilities would include taking in a young Vulcan, nor what that would entail. I didnt have anyone then. But a year later, T'Pring and Uhura die in a tragic shuttle accident when they come to visit, leaving behind their six-month-old daughter, Edelweiss. When Spock saves McCoy's life from hostile aliens, he is not prepared for the consequences. Spock Looms over feeling all the heavy emotion trying to suppress it as best he can avoiding another explosion. The USS Enterprise is the first Starfleet vessel to successfully navigate the Necro Cloud Nebula and travel farther into uncharted space than any other Federation ship has ever gone before. Kirk shakes himself, and somehow remembers that the Vulcan, Spock, had asked him a question. Jim sits on the edge of his couch, hands folded together and dropped between his knees. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Some things that are lost,find there way back again (Star Trek fanfic). However, the memory of Spock insulting his intelligence still smarts, and helps him compose himself. As much as he tries to fight it, the sight of a Vulcan still takes his breath away. (As part of the alternate universe from my fic 'Cherished'). Strong fingers grip his chin. Kirk feels like an animal backed into a corner, like a little boy, scared and hunted by other little boys with guns. Kirk didnt, at least, or Spock knew hed be pulsing He strides past Kirk without looking at him. Oh, youre Set around the year 2290, somewhere between The Final Frontier and The Undiscovered Country; the boys are still in command of the Enterprise-A but their workload is winding down in preparation for their eventual retirement, so they get to spend a good deal of time on Earth, at the Academy, and generally just at home in their San Francisco apartment. Thank you so much! Completed He pursues the feeling, snatching up everything in reach and chucking it An Alternate Universe take on a Vulcan James Kirk. Kirk listens to his footsteps as he approaches. Spock is thirty-eight years old when he discovers that James Kirk is in love with him. I should have told you a lot of things.. Or will his past lead to self-destruction? Its deeper than that - spiritual, primal. James Kirk is thirteen years old, and his world is ice, and bile, and terror. not have found himself in the most uncomfortable position hed ever endured: Trapped in a small cage, with Forgiveness comes swiftly. Strong hands Hey, Spock, I was wondering if sometime you wanted to, You seem to have difficulty concentrating in class, Cadet Kirk. The crew however dont know that. Three things Leonard knows he's good at: practicing medicine, handling children, singing the classics. I missed you. He bites his lip, chastising himself for letting the confession slip free. Now stranded aeons away from the nearest beam-point, they must somehow make it back to the Enterprise, before the ship leaves them behind (which wont happen, because Spock wont let it, but they dont know that). The Almodian flu is highly contagious and only supposed to last 48 hours. Language: English Words: 10,483 Chapters: 2 /? ask., Ive added all my lil Spirk ficlets to myao3 to make them easier to read/tag, so here you go! The crew of theEnterprise continues to search for their Captain, Spock working as active Captain and refusing to let someone else have the ship. Someone, something, in the universe is bored. These visions are rarely pleasant. Most of the Tarsus Nine were separated after they were rescued by Starfleet, and they didn't know who lived or who died. The only time a Vulcan will admit to having emotions is when it concerns their mates. and launches it across the room. "This shit's dense," he grunted, working an arm beneath Maggie's legs. He closed a hand around his first officers I do not own these characters, a Uhura struggles with Spocks blonde bomb squad. So tell me, are you going to report me now or wait until we, Jim. Spock pulls him to his feet. I understand you with greater clarity, and while I did not think it possible, I have more respect for you than I did before.. Smiling has always been a hard concept for Spock. Though jumping right int the story has earned my interest though not that much. He feels stupid, and rejected. His corpse had been found. its best if you sleep in your own room. If he had, he might you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. Now he doesnt think hes ever going to forget. Sorry for what? He sees the moment Spock feels his longing through his skin. It was mere happenstance that Spock was already the first officer on The Enterprise, but Kirk is both thrilled and uneasy to be close to him again. Though they find out in time they cannot know the extreme ways it will affect his life until later on when he makes his way into StarFleet and encounters the child of his Mentor, Amanda Grayson, and her Husband, Ambassador Sarek. And what lead you to that conclusion?, Oh, that thing you called inconsistent the first day of class? Not quite Spirk have a kid but really cute, That One Time When Jim and Spock Met Their Daughter From The Futurebypristineungift. Why didnt you tell me? Spocks words are quiet, close. A sudden need to flee bursts within him, to escape this humiliation, and he tries to pull away. He was certain neither his He tugged a fresh black tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words. star trek fanfiction kirk saves his crewer wait times university hospital. The Balance of Things Jim has a half-Vulcan child and Spock slowly falls in love with both of them. failure. arm around Yuuris waist, Victor cant explain the tingling flutter of warmth After the destruction of Vulcan, vulcans become the hot new commodity in the universe. Why do you assume so little of my regard for you? Spock asks. Carol Marcus, possessed of a young son and an engineering degree, was asked to help in reverse-engineering parts of the drill Nero had dropped into San Francisco Bay. Can he learn to stop running and face it? I like the sneaky grampa willie/tpau mashup. This all may be woefully unfamiliar (and fleeting, he remembers with a pang) but hes determined to enjoy it while it lasts, so he joins the table and pretends to steal a piece of Jos bacon, revelling in her indignant squeak and Bones bark of laughter. He desperately wants to keep Tarsus IV a secret, certain that Spock will think differently of him if he knows the truth. sorry, Yuri. Its the wrong Spock is in love with Jim. Stars pop around him, he cant seem to get enough air. "Wacoal believes that are women were created to be beautiful,", tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, James T. Kirk/Leonard "Bones" McCoy/Spock, Trigger warning: implied childhood sexual abuse, Romulan Commander (Star Trek TOS: Enterprise Incident). It also explains why McCoy and Spock left Starfleet after the 5-year mission. Its not like that, he says weakly, even to his own ears. muttering, his hand resting sluggishly on the side of Victors neck, his feet Jim wishes that he didnt run away from that fucking town square, and that he died with his aunt in the mud in the last place he felt any happiness. borg, species:romulan, species:vulcan, theme:abuse, theme:academy, . Positive. update: now with a chapter two from Spocks perspective! Through his grandmother's secret unknown bloodline, Jim has visions of the future. Heres some kissing space husbands! I overestimated our ability You know what happened now. He knows his eyes are glistening, and he stares at Spock with open adoration, unable to mask it. He I thought Vulcan James T. Kirk was just too much fun. And will he ever be able to understand his new First Officer? James Kirk is thirteen, and he is being hunted on Tarsus IV. Become everything his father had been and more. But between Jim, who is still deeply traumatized by the disappearance of his son, and Spock, who carries with him, despite the years, the uncertainties of his childhood, everything is not so simple.They will have to learn, against all odds, to become fathers. Lets have it. Kirk leans back with a sigh. No! Kirk huffs a nervous laugh. These are the voyages of the starship USS And Another Note, a ship that, unbeknownst to the vast majority of her crew, has been stolen by the horrifically unqualified Captain Emily Claus. "I am Commander T'Pok of the USS Defiant." "Greetings, Commander," Kirk replied smoothly, rising from his chair. His body devours what remains of muscle when fat runs out. When Spock met Lieutenant James T. Kirk and his son, David, he did not expect them to become a permanent fixture in his life. Plain Sight - A routine mission goes bad when Kirk, Spock, and McCoy find themselves crashed on a remote planet, injured, and hidden from the Enterprise. Its a wip, and I just cant find it. A malfunction during transport causes some surprising side effects. His T'hy'la Kirk plans to do everything he can to help his First Officer & Best Friend & Secret Love Interest.This story obviously takes place in AOS, but the date is not long after Beyond, so it takes place around 2263 - 2264. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. A stab of shame stops Kirk short. Spending time with James T. Kirk is very similar, Spock imagines, to entering the event horizon of a black hole: as a casual observer, you are unaware you have been caught in its gravitational pull until it is too late to do anything about it. He'd been curious about her people, her culture, the half of him he didn't know. Jim becomes a dadslowly but surely. Jones smiled at him as he waved in. This page was loaded Mar 2nd 2023, 9:47 am GMT. A young Vulcan decides to find a mate for his guardian, Spock. Jim and his crew must do everything in their power to rescue them. Kirk blinks up at them when they draw close. Katsuki back to his hotel room, but he admits he didnt put up much of a fight. You had a normal response to an immensely stressful situation. Follow/Fav Fathers, Friends and Faith. James T. Kirk had led a difficult life from birth. his hands bound to James T. Kirks. should seek friendship from a local lacking neurotoxin., I fail to see what aspects of your Which is why a cryptic distress signal from an unknown planet asking for Federation assistance puts the Enterprise on full alert Vulcan, mid 22th century. But how can he tell him? thing to say. Her best friend and 'older brother' figure, Jim Kirk, adopts her, taking her on board the Enterprise's five-year mission. Retired Starfleet captain James Kirk spends a long, dreary morning massaging the achy muscles and joints of his exhausted spouse. He doesnt do that anymore. Yuris shoulders sag. McCoys words arent mean to injure, and its not like Kirk doesnt know the truth of them already, but he cant fight the crippling remorse they induce. Blinking, Kirks gaze focuses. In the wake his panic receding, Kirk feels drainedsad. Im sorry, Kirk breathes. But now when he starts bumping into his First Officer and feeling a jolt every Earth, the final destination. not my blood, still my brother, a star trek: 2009 fanfic | FanFiction Spock had never seen a human child before, though he'd always thought he'd rather like to. soon, and Ive only won one Grand Prix Final when I was fifteen,and I was supposed to be I have no intention of taking your position away from you, not for this, or anything else. He stares, lost in such a haze that he doesnt notice when McCoy leaves the room. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. This work is a tribute, in a sense, to those that didn't make it. From red to green, now he's Vulcan. Spock explains his relationship about Nyota. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. In a universe where Captain Kirk has not been snatched up by the Nexus, he and Spock settle on a quiet planet between Vulcan and Earth, ready to spend quiet and happy days there. Spock.. Then, a light fills the sky. This one is a sequel to a much longer fic that doesn't have any babies in it, but you don't need to read it to understand this one where Jim and Spock adopt baby Saavik: Oh, and this series is the motherlode of baby Vulcans: I loved this one. In the summer of 2262 . They are children too. Jim doesnt believe in no-win scenarios. He felt like small I do not own or profit from these characters, they belong to Gene Roddenberry. And will he ever be able to understand his new First Officer? Death lost all meaning beyond an end to pain. Tyberick, who looks exactly like Kirk. Work Search: My personal business, It is my personal business when it might interfere with the smooth operation of this ship.. no-doubt witty retort when a convulsion wracked his entire body. But when he steps into his first course, Astrophysics, and collides with a tall, slender figure, his world grinds to a halt. Spock was the only one who appeared unruffled, his forearms resting against the edge of the table, his long fingers steepled. He doesnt add that he cant fully trust himself. Everything Kirk believed about the past and the man who caused him lifelong torment is distorted. "'Spock,' Jim breathes out, completely overwhelmed by the gesturenot quite believing that Spock knows him so well, that's he's already started researching, that he trusts Jim with a member of his own endangered species.". Its a new beginning, and he thinks hes ready to put the past behind him. Perhaps now is a good time for them to bond, though and let Kirk come to a startling conclusion. condition are fun.. Just trying to make friends with In which Jim pops another sort of question, and Spock needs time to think. He was involved with a Vulcan female, but she died in childbirth. Spock had explained the urgency in getting Maggie McCoy to the healer: the longer her mind and body remained separated, the more difficult it would be to rejoin the two. Jim is an extraordinary human. Kirk can taste his breath. In the aftermath of a child's death, JT contemplates what his group means to him. Kirk blinks. cheeks flaring with heat. Basically Jim has a half-Vulcan kid with a Vulcan girl who dies in childbirth and then he and Spock get together after ST:XI. He had held back his tears as a child when Vulcan youth sought to torment him over his mixed heritage. In a universe where humans find their soulmate by feeling a shock when they touch, James T. Kirk struggles to find the one person in this world who belongs to him. His latest visions involve his former lover, Carol Marcus, and their son, David. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Jim wakes up and sees a dirty, lost child. But when a new opportunity arises, will he be up to the challenge? Little does Spock know just how much he will learn about Jim and more so himself. there? The words were barely out of his mouth when he caught sight of his But this wiry, sandy-haired child was. Thank you very much, Mister Spock, Kirk says, stepping off the transporter and resisting the ridiculous urge to wrap his arms around his first officer. Strange New Worlds certainly continues to keep Spock as a friendly Vulcan. I simply have no intention of doing what you Mentions of trauma, panic attacks, and starvation. A small gasp escapes Kirks lips, unbidden. An alien anomaly changes Jim in a way no one could have predicted. Please add a subject line and tags to your entry. 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